My period arrived today. Although I kept thinking that I didn't feel pregnant, I was very much hoping that I was. I kept waiting for symptoms to arrive, but confusion came instead when my temperature went back down to normal this morning. I was feeling so tired lately and was even nauseous today, but it had nothing to do with being pregnant. I was just tired and nauseous, full stop.
We did discuss the possibility of waiting until after we're married to start again, so it looks like this is what will happen. It's just so heartbreaking, even after only one month.